blocks and confessions and a plea.
It’s like you’re building blocks…wooden blocks…together. Well, of course, together. And one of you slipped their hand and the whole castle is destroyed, with a little foundation left. And you sit there thinking, “oh fuck” and the other’s there apologizing. And you know it’s their fault, but you can’t help but think “I should’ve done a better job building it”. And the bickering starts and it doesn’t stop easily. After a while, you’d think “where do we go from here” and there’s only one answer. You go to square one. Or two. Or three. Depending on the damage. Then you start. You start doing it again, and it’ll fall again, you’re sure, but it won’t stop you. After a while it won’t be a waste of time. It’ll be a time well spent. When we grow up and look back, we’ll laugh about it and I won’t remember it quite the same way like it happened, and we’ll argue about what actually happen, and we won’t believe each other. Like our first kiss. But life goes on and clocks tick around, and we’ll be happy. We will. I have you, you have me, what more would we want. I’ll change and you will and we’ll struggle to do so, but we always love each other for who we are.
I love you for everything that you are. People get angry and emotional. It’s human. It doesn’t define who you are, it defines humanity and this broken bone we call World. You’re sweet, king, loving, caring, melancholic, human, interesting, funny, cute, beautiful, pretty, awesome, and pretty awesome. And I love it when you smile at me and kiss me and tell me everything’s okay, because it is. Or that you tell me you love me, because you do. And how you call me a kid and create nicknames for me, which I love but pretend to hate. You’re modest when I compliment you. You try so hard to please me, thank you. You push the limit making presents for me. You mean what you say and say what you think. You try to look good for me. You’re committed to me. You’re the best gift I’ve ever got. You make little heart paper origami thingy for me. You reassure as much as I could ever want. You’re my everything. You picked me up when I’m down, and keep me grounded when I’m alright. You listen to MY music, and read MY books. You eat what I eat. We have so much common interests I wouldn’t have known we would. You support me through every activities and causes. You make me who I am right now. You shape me. You make me do embarrassing things I’d never if I wasn’t with you. You excessively do things for me. You try so hard for me. You think too much for me. You’re shy when I give you surprises. I will never forget your face when you saw the roses. I will never forget the face when we first kissed. I will never forget your voice when you whisper “rawr” or shout when I first kissed your cheeks. I will never forget the feeling of the first time you kissed me back. I will never forget you. I will never forget us.
We will always have good times and bad. We have to cherish both to appreciate both. It’s important that we don’t fall apart because I don’t know if either could live without each other.
I’m sorry for everything and every mess that I made. I hope you will forgive me. I want you to know that I’ll stay yours, whether you like or not, and you better stay mine *grrrrrrrr ngaeng*
Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mqVvEaQefk <——————-this is me.
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