i can remember…
all the photos we took.
the stalkerish webcam snapshots.
-bitch please.
-all the beautiful dresses
-our matching shirts, coincidental or not
-the way you smiled that made me go crazy
-the way you stick out your tongue
-when you looked naked, that amused me a lot
-every single time you wore tank tops. especially black.
-when you looked so cute but i missed the cute part by just a heartbeat, and you’re still cute.
-the way you play with your cats and dogs
-the way you hugged hugsy
-the way you lifted hugsy up with your feet and you said it was floating.
-when you kicked the bed, hurting your toe
the pictures i saved when i was thinking of you…
-all the quotes. im smart enough to think of them on my own now
-Paris and London and New York. eveywhere i wanted to go with you
OUR photos
- HP and AKA and Madame Tussauds and photos in class.
- THAT day…<3
Documents
-the songs i wrote…
-my story i wont be able to finish. the one you liked.
-your schedule i scratched my brains out memorizing
-all the quotes that made me think of you
-my confession…my FAILED confession
I lost New York photos and Hua Hin memories.
I lost all photos i took in class. of wendy of pato. of bua.
Everything.
but…
but you’re still here and my memories are still intact.
tumblr will be here for a while
i’ll save this document and i’ll still remember.
you’re still here and i love you
we’re here together. we’ll always be
that’s the most important part
i want to make you happy.
and i can’t always do that
all i can do is try
and it’s not gonna always work
i’ll push all limits for you
i already am
i’m not god. i can’t do everything
but i try.
i try for you
because you are worth every risk i make and everything i do
and more.
because you’re the one i love
you’re the only one i love.
for everything that you are and everything that you do
i love you
and i want you to trust me.
that everything will be okay
and that i’ll be here
with you. for all 62 years
all of it.
i’ll be there when you cry over your boyfriend
the one i hate. yeah, every one of them
i’ll take you back i promise
i promise
i know i can
i know i will
even though i say i won’t, i will
because that’s who i am
how can be so cold to the girl i love the most if she’s crying
i’ll get you back before you know it
you’re mine since the beginning
and i’m not anyone else’s. i’m yours
and this is what we have
and i’m happy
i am very happy
i am the luckiest person in the world.
because i have you.
and that reason alone will beat anything and everything
so the lost data.
i’ll make up for it
i will
i don’t care if i have to go all inception and plant an idea into your frickin brains,
i will make up for it.
i love you and i always will
remember that.
please trust me.
i will make you happy
for all 62 years
